change of music [UPDATE]

02/17 ==> ViVID - Across The Border [maxi-single]
02/24 ==> 12012 - TATTOO [single]
02/24 ==> -OZ- - wisteria [single]
02/24 ==> 摩天楼オペラ(matenrou opera) - R [live-limited single]
03/03 ==> DaizyStripper - 春めく僕ら(harumeku bokura) [maxi-single]
03/17 ==> ClearVeil - Black Belvet [maxi-single]
03/24 ==> amber gris - 少女のクオレ(shoujo no cuore) [maxi-single]
03/24 ==> Ⅶ-Sense - BLACK BIRD [maxi-single]
03/24 ==> DELUHI - 「REVOLVER BLAST」 [maxi-single]
03/24 ==> Lycaon - Royal Order [album]
03/24 ==> 9GOATS BLACK OUT - TANATOS [album]
03/24 ==> cocklobin - 死と再生(shi to saisei) [mini-album]
04/21 ==> ClearVeil - White Satin [maxi-single]
05/05==> -OZ- - viridian [single]

I

I have many scars.
I wish my hair was a different colour
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
I have a tattoo
I've had braces
I wear glasses
I'd get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger
I have more than 2 piercings
I have piercings in places besides my ears
I have freckles

family/home life.

I've sworn at my parents
I've been kicked out of the house
My biological parents are together
I have a sibling less than one year old
I want to have kids someday.
I have children
I've lost a child

embarrassment.

I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation
Disney movies still make me cry
I've snorted while laughing
I've laughed so hard I've cried
I've glued my hand to something
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose
I've farted while laughing

health.

I was born with a disease/impairment
I've had stitches
I've broken a bone
I've had my tonsils removed
I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend
I've had my wisdom teeth removed
I had a serious surgery
I've had chicken pox

traveling.

I've driven over 200 miles in one day
I've been on a plane
I've been to Canada
I've been to Niagara Falls
I've been to Japan
I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
I've been to Europe
I've been to Africa
I've been to France

experiences.

I've been lost in my city
I've seen a shooting star
I've wished on a shooting star
I've seen a meteor shower
I've gone out in public in my pajamas
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
I've been to a casino
I've been skydiving
I've gone skinny dipping
I've played spin the bottle
I've crashed a car
I've been in a play
I've met someone in person from the internet
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue
I've seen the Northern Lights
I've sat on a roof top at night
I've played chicken
I've played a prank on someone
I've ridden in a taxi
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
I've eaten Sushi
I've been snowboarding

relationships.

I'm single
I'm in a relationship
I'm available
I'm engaged
I'm married
I've gone on a blind date
I've been the dumpee more than the dumper
I miss someone right now
I have a fear of abandonment
I've been divorced
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did
I've kept something from a past relationship

sexuality.

I've had a crush on someone of the same gender
I've kissed a member of the same gender
I've had sex with someone of the opposite gender
I've had sex with someone of the same gender
I've had sex with more than one person at the same time
I've been kissed in the rain
I've had sex outdoors
I've hugged a stranger
I have kissed a stranger
I have had sex with a stranger

honesty/crime.

I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't
I have lied to my parents about where I am
I am keeping a secret from the world
I've cheated while playing a game
I've cheated on a test
I've run a red light
I've been suspended from school
I've witnessed a crime
I've been in a fist fight
I've been arrested
I've shoplifted

drugs/alcohol.

I've consumed alcohol
I smoke cigarettes
I smoke pot
I regularly drink
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them
I've done hard drugs
I've been addicted to an illegal substance
I take cough meds when I'm not sick
I can't swallow pills
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time

mental health.

I have been diagnosed with depression
I shut others out when I'm depressed
I take anti-depressants
I have an eating disorder
I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it
I've hurt myself on purpose
I'm addicted to self harm
I've woken up crying

death.

I'm afraid of dying
I hate funerals
I've seen someone dying
I have attempted suicide
Someone close to me has attempted suicide

random.

I can sing well.
I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant
I open up to others too easily
I don't kill bugs
I curse regularly
I sing in the shower
I am a morning person.
I paid for my cell phone ring tone
I'm a snob about grammar.
I am a sports fanatic
I play with my hair
I had "x"s in my screen name
I love being neat
I've copied more than 30 CDs in a day
I bake well enough
My favorite colour is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
I don't know how to shoot a gun
I am in love with love
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
I laugh at my own jokes
I eat fast food weekly
I believe in ghosts
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room
I am really ticklish
I love white chocolate
I bite my nails
I play video games
I'm good at remembering faces
I'm good at remembering names
I'm good at remembering dates
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
I've been honest while filling out this meme

Let's get happy on the.. RAINBOW

Your rainbow is shaded white.

What is says about you: You are a contemplative person. You appreciate quiet moments. People depend on you to make them feel secure.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

teh OMG I FAIL SO HARD DX

*FACE PALM*
BONUS: Mana with boobs?O.o

change of music

• 01/13 ==> ALSDEAD - distrust [single]
• 01/20 ==> VANESSA - プリミティヴ・マイ・マインド (primitive my mind) [maxi-single]
• 01/20 ==> Vidoll - Monad [album]
• 01/20 ==> Versailles - Jubilee [album]
• 01/27 ==> born - RED HOT COBRA [maxi-single]
• 02/03 ==> LIX. - Noah [maxi-single]
• 02/17 ==> ViVID - Across The Border [maxi-single]
• 02/24 ==> -OZ- - wisteria [single]
• 02/24 - 12012 - TATTOO (single)
• 03/xx ==> Ⅶ-Sense - Title Unknown [CD]
• 03/03 ==> DaizyStripper - Title Unknown [maxi-single]
• 03/24 ==> DELUHI - REVOLVER BLAST [maxi-single]
• 03/24 ==> Lycaon - Royal Order [album]
• 03/24 ==> 9GOATS BLACK OUT - TANATOS [album]
• 03/24 ==> amber gris - 少女のクオレ(shoujo no cuore) [maxi-single]
• 03/24 ==> D - 7th Rose [album]
• 05/05==> -OZ- - viridian [single]

missantroop

Awakening in depression, when I look into the mirror
The truth I wanted to forget, heartlessly appears

Sadness embraces me, in my loneliness I'm alone
And as I feel scared, all I can look at is you

Artificial flowers might bloom in a sad fairy tale
And sure those flowers resemble your dead face

I can never forget the night, in which you were
Cruelly painted by nice, poisonous lies
(Which in the end have shown)

The sky, vanishing from inside of me
I can not believe in anything anymore
I want to sleep alone

It's too painful, the end of being together
Vanishing in the cold rain

In this dream I'll never wake up from
With the illusion of you
I want to share kisses forever

When I think of you, dear as you were to me
For some reason the tears won't stop

It's too sad, your end
Vanishing in the cold rain

And as the morning rises,
I'll suffer from my depressions again

I will continue singing for you forever
Only in the tears I shed I will find... ...happiness