2009年11月23日月曜日

missantroop

Awakening in depression, when I look into the mirror
The truth I wanted to forget, heartlessly appears

Sadness embraces me, in my loneliness I'm alone
And as I feel scared, all I can look at is you

Artificial flowers might bloom in a sad fairy tale
And sure those flowers resemble your dead face

I can never forget the night, in which you were
Cruelly painted by nice, poisonous lies
(Which in the end have shown)

The sky, vanishing from inside of me
I can not believe in anything anymore
I want to sleep alone

It's too painful, the end of being together
Vanishing in the cold rain

In this dream I'll never wake up from
With the illusion of you
I want to share kisses forever

When I think of you, dear as you were to me
For some reason the tears won't stop

It's too sad, your end
Vanishing in the cold rain

And as the morning rises,
I'll suffer from my depressions again

I will continue singing for you forever
Only in the tears I shed I will find... ...happiness

2009年11月21日土曜日

subaru

At this moment, it was painful to breathe, even if I search in the mirror
I can't feel my own existence with certainty

With sadness along my cheek, I look up, out of the window
In the night sky, there are stars that can't shine alone

I was unable to notice. Even the sound of my own heart
It just has to become someone else's rhythm, and stay there without changing

I was searching for the meaning of living, the light seemed to fade

But

I don't forget the warmth of your hand, that I had ascertained

The night of shedding tears passed, in the midst of that, I opened my hand
I can fly, if I close my eyes... if the two of us could wish for that

The overlapping Pleiades that can't shine alone
I'll smile with you here again, without changing

so sweet pain...
be as one, forever&ever