missantroop

Awakening in depression, when I look into the mirror
The truth I wanted to forget, heartlessly appears

Sadness embraces me, in my loneliness I'm alone
And as I feel scared, all I can look at is you

Artificial flowers might bloom in a sad fairy tale
And sure those flowers resemble your dead face

I can never forget the night, in which you were
Cruelly painted by nice, poisonous lies
(Which in the end have shown)

The sky, vanishing from inside of me
I can not believe in anything anymore
I want to sleep alone

It's too painful, the end of being together
Vanishing in the cold rain

In this dream I'll never wake up from
With the illusion of you
I want to share kisses forever

When I think of you, dear as you were to me
For some reason the tears won't stop

It's too sad, your end
Vanishing in the cold rain

And as the morning rises,
I'll suffer from my depressions again

I will continue singing for you forever
Only in the tears I shed I will find... ...happiness

subaru

At this moment, it was painful to breathe, even if I search in the mirror
I can't feel my own existence with certainty

With sadness along my cheek, I look up, out of the window
In the night sky, there are stars that can't shine alone

I was unable to notice. Even the sound of my own heart
It just has to become someone else's rhythm, and stay there without changing

I was searching for the meaning of living, the light seemed to fade

But

I don't forget the warmth of your hand, that I had ascertained

The night of shedding tears passed, in the midst of that, I opened my hand
I can fly, if I close my eyes... if the two of us could wish for that

The overlapping Pleiades that can't shine alone
I'll smile with you here again, without changing

so sweet pain...
be as one, forever&ever

Waterfall

Memories that flow down
They soon become a river, towards the sea

The elements that take form
The many words of love
The many sacrifices and wounds

I'm falling down to the dark, but I can't say good-bye to you
searching for own pieces

The process that reflects slowly
Determination and hope accumulate

What we choose isn't the path
With the friends who taught us
We hope for the future, and vow

I'm falling down to the dark, but I can't say good-bye to you
searching for own pieces

When tears are shed, the things that can't be wiped away are the blue days, resembling tranquility, that don't fade away
That's why, I'll live with you the way I am. There are no wounds that don't hurt, towards the sky that was too far away

I'll be with you, till beyond the eternity that you wish for

I'm born, and know of the end of the four seasons
The flower that blooms from the midst of rubble

At the corner of the revolving blue stars, shards fall without being known by anyone
That's why, I'll live with you the way I am. Until the tears that burned beautifully dry up

Alone, the music box called the universe is crying
That's why, I'll live with you the way I am

Genei no Kusari

I'm drowning in the deep darkness
Though the night damages me again to my heart
I'm getting buried in a lie that's mocking reality

Though the night kills me again to my heart
My wishes, not learning any lessons from just living

Even if I escape, I don't think I can get rid of it
The bonds control my memories
Why can't I take this life,
Which I should be able to get rid in one second?

The blood of you, tightly fastened,
Violates me constantly, again and again
In the time of February when I felt a touch of spring
In a chilly night in which the pale plum trees are blooming
I'm wishing for myself

Criticising, so that I won't trust you with my body,
Which is dirty and unable to love
I want to destroy my heart that I can't forget you,
I can't destroy it
- karma -

The blood of you, tightly fastened,
Violates me constantly, again and again
In the time of February when I felt a touch of spring
In a chilly night in which the pale plum trees are blooming
Softly, inside your gentle, warm arms
Erase me

Emeraude umi ni miserarete

The wounded blue birds that cannot fly
are spreading their wings,
gazing upon the sea

Look, cast your gaze towards the water's edge,
to the white sandy beach,
to the green sparkle of the ocean

The wounded blue birds that cannot fly
are spreading their wings,
gazing upon the sea

The girl with emerald green eyes
I cannot forget this landscape upon which I saw you
What are those blue birds searching for
in the distance of that emerald green sea?

I have heard nothing of the reasons for your journey
The wind is blowing...

The sea entices me away from my cause
You disappear...

Within those repeating, sparkling waves,
of whose memory do I see being etched?

The girl with the emerald green eyes
I will never forget this landscape upon which I saw you
What are those blue birds searching for
in the distance of that emerald green sea?

The fleeting shadow that
disappears into the sunlight of
passion is too bright,
scorching this heart of mine
The girl who stopped the wind with
her emerald green eyes
I was enchanted by your eyes...

Fleur

From a gap in the clouds floating in the sunset-colored sky,
a wonderous light was stretching towards me.
A figure could be seen inhaling the air,
not yet noticing the flower.

Like one who had been awakened to reality,
the figure was concealed in a blinding light.
The figure left her body to a small bird's whisper.
She could not feel that she had been wounded deeply.
Flowers bloomed within the clouds,
but a memory, tinted in sepia,
was reflecting the silent sky all the while.

At about this time,
I embraced the fragility within her emotions.
I had an even more painful longing for the colors of the sky.
It was your desire.
You were happy before your vision became tainted with wounds.
It was okay to give just a little,
but it was still too late.
It was truly at this time and place
that I took your hand and drew you near me.
We still cannot go back to that moment?

That morning is so far away.
The sunset colors that you painted are even more painful to convey.
It is also more painful to try and forget
those wounded memories than it is to gather them.
If there is anything that I can do now,
then I will give you that flower.
(in the flower...in the flower...)
I will hold this withered flower,
and color myself with it.
A sepia-colored past...

Wish

I wish for... On nights like this, seeing a dream.
I wish for... Everyithng I lost, even now.

When my sighs carve the time, in the middle of a long night.
Each time I remember, repeating my dreams of you.
holding only loneliness,
Wishing for eternity, all I feel are instants in time.
this blue feeling, inside the dusty time,
Without even an answer.

I was there all alone, in the dark maze.
Without knowing where I was,
not knowing where to go.
I was afraid of tommorow, my eyes still cold.
But now, this worn out dream,
I can gently embrace.

I wish for... On nights like this, seeing a dream.
I wish for... Everything I lost,
I wish for you... even now.

Tears

Where do we go after seperated
Now that hanging question has passed
On an endless night, I drempt of a journey
I gazed at the odd skies, and embraced loneliness
Tears flow with the winds of time
It's not over, feel your sigh
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE


LONELINESS, YOUR SILENT WHISPER
FILLS A RIVER OF TEARS
THROUGH THE NIGHT
MEMORY, YOU NEVER LET ME CRY
AND YOU, YOU NEVER SAID GOOD-BYE


SOMETIMES OUR TEARS BLINDED THE LOVE
WE LOST OUr DREAMS ALONG THE WAY
BUT I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D TRADE YOUR
SOUL TO THE FATES
NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D LEAVE ME ALONE


TIME THROUGH THE RAIN HAS SET ME FREE
SANDS OF TIME WILL KEEP YOUR MEMORY
LOVE EVERLASTING FADES AWAY
ALIVE WITHIN YOUR BEATLESS HEART
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE


Tears flow with the winds of time
Never ending sadness changes to a blue flower
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE


Tears flow with the winds of time
It's not over, feel your sigh
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE

DAHLIA

Do nothing but cry
Day and night
In a narrow space between past and future
Your memories will stay unchanged
Even if you turn them into beautiful lies... you're all alone

Your tears flow
Into an unlimited nocturnal sky...
Once more
Oh my Dahlia
Your heart filled with sorrow
Turns into an unfinished number of stars

You don't know where
You're going to
In distress you have deploy your wings of loneliness
Beyond an ocean of tears

You'll see blue sky
Even in a shapeless dream
Refugee on the tomorrow's winds
Flap your wings... now

Time after time
You try to find yourself
In the time which passes
You carry unchanging injuries
Which flutter in winds of oppression

Dream on your left
Dead on your right
Embrace the blue night
Question your tomorrows
In your heart filles with contradiction... dead or alive

In a second long like eternity
Your tears won't flow
Two times
Oh my Dahlia
For whoever has scars in their heart
The rain streams

Time after time
In the nocturnal sky
You question why are you born
Until your endless river of tears
Shines with a brilliant gold color

The icy wind blows
The birds what can't fly
Carry each one of your dreams
Into the daybreak's sky

Destiny
Alive
Heaven
Love
Innocence
Always
Destroy
Aftermath
Hell
Life Infinite

Time after time
You cry in reality
The passing time stops
Miracle of sheded tears
The flowers of your illusions will open out

KURENAI

I felt my heartaches, I was afraid of following you
When I was looking the shadows of the wall
I started running into the night to find the true in me
In the crowded street
You're standing all alone
The shadow of the days hide your heart
Your are bringing down the heart of the night
keeping everything off

As if something gonna force you
Now you're running into storm
Can't ou see I'm always on your mind
Tell me why you leave me alone

When I was gonna be losing you on my mind
found my heart in soil
I'm looking back the days
These are gonna break my heart
But I can't never hold back

All of you in my memory
is still shining in my heart
Now you're wearing the mysterious lights
It keeps me sticking into my heart

My heart has been gonna dye deep red with all of pain
There's no one to cure my pain only without you
How I try to shout, How I try to run
There's nothing I can do
The wall hiding my heart is never broken again
How I try to break

Cry in deep red...

The Last song

Watching the stars till they're gone
Like an actor all alone
Who never knew the story he was in
Who never knew the story ends
Like the sky reflecting my heart
All the colors become visible
When the morning begins
I'll read the last line

Endless rain embraced me night approaches morning
My heart is not yet soaked

In the endless rain I've been walking
Like a poet feeling pain
Trying to find the answers
Trying to hide the tears
But it was just a circle
That never ends
When the rain stops, I'll turn the page
The page of the first chapter

I'm only hurt hurt me the answer I should have understood,
Why am I still asking the question

Am I wrong to be hurt
Am I wrong to feel pain
Am I wrong to be in the rain
Am I wrong to wish the night won't end
Am I wrong to cry
But I know, It's not wrong to sing the last song
Cause forever fades

If I wake up again alone I'll gaze at the night sky
Little by little they'll fade away Our Memories
I'm only hurt hurt me the answer I should have understood,
Why am I still asking the question

I see red
I see blue
But the silver lining gradually takes over
When the morning comes
I'll be in the next chapter

Endless rain embraced me night approaches morning
My heart is not yet soaked
I'm only hurt hurt me the answer I should have understood,
Why am I still asking the question

When the saints go marching in

Rather consider it was a merely good thing.
Where did you lose your smile?
You just lost the key to everything
to lies and dreams, even to your feelings.

When have you been alone?
Weakness doesn't change.
Undiscovered answers
Running idle
I don't know

Where are you earlier than anyone else?
Earlier
We had a rendezvous
So that the starry sky even descends to you.

When have you been alone?
Weakness doesn't change.
Even standing becomes painful.
I won't hurt you again, surely.

Undiscovered answers
Running idle
I don't know

Where are you earlier than anyone else?
Earlier
We had a rendezvous
Just mourning
There's no key
Everything is too slow

Where are you earlier than anyone else?
Earlier
We had a rendezvous
So that the starry sky even descends to you.

Sleep well
The saints' singing voice is echoing
Your voice is above the ground

Sleep well
Can you hear the saint's footsteps?
Close your eyes softly.

Mud of the Present

Suddenly I'm stuck
like on that day I drowned.
In the smell of rusty rain
I intensively feel you.

No matter how many insincere reasons I gave,
I've spent my days without touching that light-bending curtain of yours.
What if I had torn it, as if I forgot about it's value?
Since when has your body been loved by rain clouds?

I opened an umbrella,
pretending to know you,
but I got stuck,
as soon as I came closer to you.

By lowering my tiptoes I understood
Your insecurity about where you stand
And amongst all revealed tenderness
I searched for the sunken shoes in my dreams.

I knew, my trite words of comfort
could not help you in the slightest.
I didn't even bother to say any more
until the layers of shadows would lift.

By lowering my tiptoes I understood
Your insecurity about where you stand
And amongst all revealed tenderness
I searched for the sunken shoes in my dreams.

This dried up way is still so long,
but at last I realized my position.

Suddenly I'm stuck
A bit ahead I feel you.
Begging the rusty rain
I go on, into the mud.

By lowering my tiptoes I understood
Your uneasiness of the ways you walk.
I finally abandoned everything unnecessary,
so I can grasp your arm without hesitation!

I finally understood you.

A Love-Path for a human being because of a human's being

Because dawn is coming closer, we are about to run away...
Our blood began to rot. The earth began to tremble.

Hey, we could think that walking a way
where we don't leave traces is common.
A voice, covered with a layer of minerals
decays, too, without saying anything.

In amenity is also greed
Skulls keep increasing.
That's why black suits everyone,
don't you think so, too?

To me who came to the world as vermin
Vermin-like love and the like is a dream

Going home on the shortest way we have no time,
Not even a single moment to be a little distracted.
You're a bad girl, spitting out what you have eaten
Always act as if you didn't care shows your pride.

And if we kissed a long time meanwhile, we'd still rot
And if I expressed that image, wouldn't you hate me?

To me who came to the world as vermin
Vermin-like love and the like is a dream
I'm vermin, so when I think of you
Vermin-like you just dies in my dream

Going home on the shortest way we have no time,
Not even a single moment to be a little distracted.
You're a bad girl, telling lies sometimes.
Always act as if you didn't care shows your pride.
I want to go home, before the sun rises.
I want to hate you, when you show me a sad face.

I smile a little and hang my head in shame
My hand begins to tremble
So that the real you runs away from me one day.

Rail

It's not words that forgive, it's the heart that forgives
It's not words that apologize, it's the heart that apologizes
It's not words that give respect, it's the heart that gives respect
It's not words that accept, it's the heart that accepts
Rhetoric is not necessary, it's the heart that's necessary

Words.
Perhaps words are like railway tracks.
No matter how close a heart and another heart are, they're a great deal further apart
Railway tracks become important to connect both hearts, and so it seems words were born for this reason
That rail exists, and people can go freely back and forth to each others' hearts
If that's the case, then a song seems to be a train decorated in armor for a fascinating SHOW

The railway tracks will occasionally transport sadness until insincerity

Even though words can say goodbye, the heart is there without saying goodbye